I Am Wrong

I did mistakes today.
I hurt a friend, or i think i had hurt her.
I said bullshit. It just slipped out.
That happened because i talked too much.
Damn. TOO MUCH.

I didnt mean it at all. I like her more than any other friends.
Can i say that? Prefer other friend more than the others. Favourite friends?
Sounds full of insincerity.
Didnt we all say mean words sometimes or, most of the times?
I did mention on my previous entry bout say mean, harsh words to your friends.
Now, look at me. I did what i dont like. Hypocrite.

I said things before i think.
Now, im sure she feel hurt.
And i sent wrong msj. Oh god, am i stupid?
Yes, i am.

This is exactly why we ought to talk less, listen more.
Talk only on beneficial things, say only worthy words.

Always bear in mind to put Rasulullah s.a.w as our role model.
We certainly cant be like him but we have to follow his keperibadian..

Be a better man.
Dunia.Akhirat.
Insyaallah.


IM SORRY.

I cant directly apologize to her because of..(figure out urself),
but i will change for better from time to time.. Insyaallah..
I have said few things bout them, but
believe or not, i love them very dearly...


I really am. =(