Parents

Mood sedih aku kembali.. Sek sedih je. Buhsan tol! heee
Actually bukan sedih tapi sayu.

For the last few months, my mom and sometimes my dad had changed.
Changed to somewhat i called they always feel sayu, or sounded sayu when they called me.
That is because all left at home is my lil brother. I guess. They feel lonely and lonely.
I think.

My mom texted me few weeks back. Sedih gile. Im being a bitch!
She said that why i didnt call text her. Did i forget her? Why i forget her? She`s d only one who remember me but im not.
See.
Kalau mak or ayah kita cakap cmtu, tanpa sedar kita jadi anak derhaka dah.
Masyaallah. Nyesal gila aku. Bukan aku xmsj ke apa tp not directly to her..erghh..whatever dats only excuses.
I made it as a valuable lesson for me and sisters. We only have a mother, a father.
Kalau hilang salah sorang atau dua-dua orang, takkan boleh diganti balik.
T____T

Not everyone has perfect parents. They have flaws too. Flaws that make us sometimes feel so frustrated, exhausted and even disappointed with them. I have learnt the hard and long way to understand that my parents are normal people too. Maybe thats coz i have high expectations of what they must be look like. Sounded crazy a lil. Huhu.

So, now (few years earlier), as they accepted my kekurangan who really really kurang in every angles, i also had learnt to accept them for being who they are. Drama gila rasa. But then, its d truth.

Appreciate your parents, your sisters and brothers, whatever hurt caused you, forgive them. (Tak kesahla bape lame u take to do that coz i believe eventually you will) ( This advice is certainly not valid for mak bapak yg jahat macam setan. Huhuhuhuhuhu.. -_-''')

Ya Allah, selamatkanlah, lindungilah ibu bapaku dan saudara2ku dari segala malapetaka atau apa jua bentuk kesedihan, kesengsaraan dan keburukan. Amin.